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i hate everything about you- 3 days grace |
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well, im pissed off, and decided to take it out on my livejournal...
i thought id let everyone know what i hate
i hate when someone is fake, or jsut uses u when they need you, and uses u cause they know i will never turn on them the way everyone seems to on me
i hate when soemone acts a certain way with you, but when other people are aroudn they are different, meaner to me, it makes me wonder who is the real them, the nice one to me, or is that an act, are they really mean, to i really even want to know
and i also hate liars
i mean really im not going to be mad at them, why do soem peopel feel the need to complusivly lie
i mena really????????
i also hate trendy people, who never are themselves.........
ugh this could go on forever, im like pissed off, not pisssed jsut alittle dissapointed, not so much in these poeple, or person, but more inmyelsf for even thinking what they said to me was true
well leave a nice happy comment!!!
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[23 May 2004|08:21pm] |
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# 12 on the sing of sorrow cd by afi lol |
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omg! i was just like enlightened in a way.. ? wel n e way, there is this guy that likes my older sister and he writes emails to her and stuff, and i was reading one, and he siad he has no regretsin life, he just hopes that he makes wiser decisions in the future, and omg for soem freakign reason i just think that is like such a samrt thing to say, and liks so incrdibly true
and i just wanted to say that cause like that is soemthing im goin to remember for like allll my life, maybe u would benifit to!!!
<3 bee
commment!!!!!
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[22 May 2004|10:55pm] |
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i dk, the one on the comercial with the thinglol |
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wow im bored, and had four glasses of water, and and full of water.........
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[22 May 2004|06:24pm] |
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umm the one palying in my sisters room |
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ok well i just entered one like 5 mins ago, but i read danis journal, and she made me cry...
dani- ur r the best thing in my life at st francis, really, u make everyday fun for me, and i care about u so much, words cant explain what it means to me knowing that u love me as much as i love u. u r the greatest thing that happend to me this year, last year suxed, cuase i wasnt ur friend, i dotn know what i am goint to do with out u, or how i lived 13 years without u, but i know u completly made me a happier person, and i know we have fought before, but that just made our friendship stronger, amking it thro hard tiems, u r unforgetable, and will always be in my heart..
omg im going to mis u dani!!!!!!!!!!!
tears....
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[22 May 2004|06:06pm] |
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well im home alone, and really really bored. yesterdya was fun, i went to danis after school to work on a project,one of the million that the teachers decided to give to our class like a week before we graduate, but i wotn get into that. then i came home, and got a good ol lecture from the parentals about resposiblity, like i freaking listend, lol, then i was bored, and talked to reilly on the phone, and talked about a certain soem one and there hot-osity, as she puts it lol. and today i cleaned my room, found five busks that was reallly cool, and now im home alone, with nothing to do. i guess in a way im a little depressed, i havent felt like this for a while, i have been rather chipper latly, but as graduation seems to be coming closer and closer, i am goint to miss people, and i dont wanna grow up in a way. and i am upset at stuff i cant get. tears.......i dont wanna go there though, so im goint to stay clear of that subject.and the fact that i miss someone, i miss things that i used to do with them, and i think y im still not doint those things with them, and its because it had to end because graduation, and i goint to miss this person so freaking much, i dont know what im goint ot do, but ill move on....?
my class goes on there retreat on tuesday, that should be nice and sad, it wil be liek tha last thing we do together almost. mr galla toaught us our last lesson, we read the last paragraph together...
i guess all great things have to end.
ok well im am trying to bring that chipper bee back, cause she was fun lol, so im goint to go do soemthing
commetn please!!!!!!!!
<3 bee
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[22 May 2004|10:35am] |
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this is quik entry. i am sad cause no one comments lol
please commment :(
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[21 May 2004|09:25pm] |
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hey! well we got our year books today, and graduation seems to be getting closer and closer. time seems to fly by especially sense there is like 2 weeks left. i really do hate alot of people in my class, but when i think about it, i really am going to miss each of them. they all changed my life, and im all alone in marymount. im so sad. yet very excited. yearbooks are great, but i realized my picture never comes out good, cause im ugly, lol, but i wanted to cry thinking about having to live my life for years without the people i have been with for the best years of my life. i know ill have fun in hs, but it wont be the same, oh i feel like crying. im going to miss dani and all the fun we have, and laughing at all our inside jokes. im going to miss moira and all her humor, and helping me through so much, and jsut being there for me. and joy for never elaving me, and gaby for being just so great. and the guys all of them for making me laugh. oh yeah, we signed year books, and lets jsut say some people wrote the sweetest things to me, and every one in my class has a special place in my heart and will always be with me.
<3 bee
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[20 May 2004|04:22pm] |
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heyyyy! i havent udated in a while, so i am now! well last week i went to disneyland with the alter servers, that was really fun, the bus ride was the best. but dani was supposed to come but she couldnt, tears, damn sister ellen marie, lol, then yesterday the whole class of 2004 went to knotts berry farm!!! omfg that was fun, i went on all the rides, got like sopping wet! oh yeah and me and dani saw this really hott guy our age, and she dared me to go tell him i thought he was hott, lol i did! i felt so daring lol, he was like thank you in a deep hott voice lol, wow im a loser lol. i am also sooo tired , physically and emotionally,oh and tuesday i went to danis house, yeah that was fun, we watched a video of when she went to italy and saw two hott guys lol. and i fell off her bed when we were talking to peter, well she was i was listening lol, and it hurt, her closet is evil it went right into my thigh lol. well i must go now, i need to get ready for the sports awards, like im going to be worthy of getting n e thing! lol well im going to support people lol.
ttyl!
byeeee
lovealways
bee
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comment!!!!!!!
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wow! ok so me and joy are sitting here, and i pull out the drawer,l and it falls keyboard and all! wow that was lots of fun!lol
we got out science report done,but now we actually have to DO it!lol
well yeah the keyboard is still really messed up.
k filll ya in later bye!
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[16 May 2004|12:06pm] |
bee... it's dani.. sorry to b on ur thing... but i fixed ur lj so that u can see all of jt's body.... i hope u don't mind.. it was just buggin me! ok luv ya lots!!!
dani
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trying to do our science prject with joy
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putting us to sleeep
k well bye
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[15 May 2004|06:20pm] |
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here's to the night-eve 6 |
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well i just got back from dani's house,that was fun, i was supposed to be working on the video project for gallas class,but we joked around most the time,and dani made this for me,lol,yeah that was fun,but on the way home i got a nice lecture from the good ol parents whatever
earlier we also got in a fight with kerra,that wasnit pretty
well i am bored,and going to go now
tty all later!!
luv ya and commment and i will love u more!
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DANI MADE THIS FOR ME!!!! COMMENT!!!!!! EEE!
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